Blue eyes, brown eyes, green-and-gold eyes,
Eyes that question, doubt deny,
Sudden-flashing, sweet, young bold eyes--
Here's your answer: I am I!
Not for you and not for any
Came I into this man's town;
Barkeep, here's my golden penny--
Come who will and drink it down!
I'm not one to lend and borrow,
I'm not one to overstay--
I shall go alone tomorrow,
Whistling, as I came today!
The world is full of good and useful people. Jasper Wood was perhaps neither useful nor good. And perhaps he had no need to be, for he was charming. But, oddly enough, he wanted to be useful, he wanted to be good. Yet his destiny made him first a tramp, then a criminal, and then a fugitive from justice. And it all began with a house.
* * * * * * * * * *
It was an old house, as stately and graceful in its
outlines as any you could find in New England, with a pillared doorway
that strangers stopped in the street to admire. Jasper's mother loved
that house. It had been bought by her father in the days when he
was rich and proud; but he had died poor and bitter, with nothing in the
world to leave his daughter except this house, mortgaged for a good deal
more than it was worth. Everybody said it would be a sensible thing
to let the house go for the debt. But Jasper's mother was not a sensible
woman; she was an idealist, of a sort. That house stood for beauty
and order and pride and place in the world. She would never give
it up; she said she would die first.
The mortgage was held by the factory. Jasper's
father worked in the factory as a bookkeeper. Doubtless his wife
had expected him to rise to be superintendent, for he had been ambitious
and enterprising as a young man; but he remained a bookkeeper. The
factory people were very good about the mortgage; they renewed it year
after year, saying there was no need to worry. But Jasper's parents
worried just the same. They had managed to pay off part of the mortgage,
but it began to seem a lifetime task. Jasper's father became sullen
and discouraged, Jasper's mother shrill and querulous.
It was a big house, too big for one woman to take
care of, as she frequently remarked in a vaguely reproachful voice.
Young Jasper took these reproaches to himself. He knew he was always
tracking in dirt and making extra work for his poor mother. He didn't
intend to; he just forgot. He loved his mother, and wanted to grow
up so that he could go to work and help pay off that mortgage.
When Jasper was fifteen he had his chance.
The factory people decided at last to foreclose. The matter was put
to Mr. Weed in the most considerate manner.
"I should honestly think," said the superintendent,
"that you'd feel it was taking a burden off your shoulders."
James Weed, on his own account, might well have
felt relieved; he had long known that it was a hopeless struggle.
But it would break his wife's heart.
It happened that Jasper was late from school that
afternoon. He had been playing in the woods with his chums, and his
mother would not fail to reproach him for not having been home to fill
her wood box or run some errand for her. Just as he came within sight
of the house, he thought of these things and of the way his mother would
look at him when he came in, late again. "I suppose you just forgot!"
she would say quietly. All his blithe, careless happiness oozed out
of him, and he did not have the courage to face her. He turned into
a vacant lot beside the road, intending to sit down on a big rock for a
few minutes' respite, as often before on such occasions.
But somebody else was sitting there on that rock
in the dusk -- Jasper's father. For his courage also had failed him,
and he had stopped to think how he was going to confront the fierce, sad
woman who lived in that house and loved it more than anything else on earth.
Father and son looked at each other in surprise,
and then they seemed instinctively to understand each other. And
Jasper's father told him what had happened.
"But how are we going to tell your mother?" he asked.
"We can't tell her," said Jasper. "We've got
to do something."
And the something they did was to go together to
the home of the superintendent and make a plea to be given another chance
to pay off the mortgage. It was an absurd but effective plea.
The superintendent was embarrassed.
"Oh, well," he said. "if you feel that way about
it! We'll let it go a little longer, and see how it works out."
Jasper was then in his third year at high school
and doing well. But he quit school immediately and went to work in
the factory, trying not to care. His life was now dedicated to saving
the house.
* * * * * * * * * *
When Jasper had been working in the factory a little
more than a year, his Aunt Miriam paid the family a little visit.
She was a sister of his father's; she had sent him, when he was a little
boy, a wonderful book by Mark Twain, called "Roughing It." Jasper
used to ask about his Aunt Miriam; but she was a vaudeville actress, and
hense a disgraceful person, and not to be spoken of any more than was necessary.
But what he had heard, scant and mysterious phrases, had made her a romantic
figure in Jasper's mind.
She turned out to be a breezy, middle-aged little
woman whose face was painted to look young and whose breath smelled of
cigarettes. She brought into the old house an alien glamor, a hint
of places far and strange.
After a stiff Sunday dinner with the family, she
demanded to be escorted back to the railroad station by young Jasper, upon
whose size and strength and handsomeness she had remarked with enthusiasm.
On the way to the station she said aburptly:
"You look as though you could be one of the happiest
boys alive, Jasper. What is the matter?"
Jasper looked at her with hurt eyes, unable to answer.
She ought not to say such things. How could he help being unhappy?
The suddenly she began to talk about the house.
Part of what she told him he knew already .
But he hadn't known that his mother had been engaged to another man before
she married his father, and had given him up because of the house.
When Aunt Miriam spoke the man's name, Jasper cried out in surprise:
"Jack Tully, the drunkard!"
His aunt nodded.
"That's the one. A fine young fellow he was
once. He took to drink because his feelings were hurt, and whose
wouldn't be, to have a girl throw him over for the sake of a house?
You see, she knew he wasn't the sort of fellow that would settle down and
work year in and year out to pay off a dirty mortgage."
Jasper's mind seemed to whirl in a dizzy arc through
a vast empty gulf. As if from far away, he heard Aunt Miriam's voice
telling him other things. About his father: his father had wanted
to go to college and study to become a teacher, but he had put those dreams
aside when he married. He had settled down in that little town to
pay off the mortgage on that house.
That house -- it began to seem a monstrous thing.
And Jasper now for the first time realized that he had always hated and
feared it. He had kept this hatred and fear a secret even from himself.
But now that he knew, he was terribly afraid, as in a nightmare, and full
of a sick, hopeless anger.
But the train drew in. Aunt Miriam stood on
tiptoe to kiss him, and he flung his arms around her, almost crying.
She held him and whispered:
"That house has ruined enough lives, Jasper.
Don't let it get you, too! Good-bye!"
That night Jasper could not sleep, and in the middle
of the night he got up and went to the china dish where his mother kept
the family money. Yesterday he had turned in his week's wages to
her, keeping nothing. Now he took a dollar from the china dish and
left the house walking west along the railroad track. By late summer,
walking and beating his way on freights, he had reached the wheat-fields
of Kansas. He never saw that house again.
* * * * * * * * * *
In ten years Jasper had worked at a hundred different
jobs in twenty different States. He had been farm-hand, mechanic,
chauffeur, lumberman, hop-picker; he had gone for a few months to a Western
state university; had had a few descriptive articles printed in obscure
magazines; had sold real estate in California, almost settling down in
a thriving suburb, almost getting married -- only to take suddenly to the
road again, working for a while and then wandering on farther.
"Curiously enough," he said to me, "it was being
a tramp that first made me like work. When I was cooped up in that
factory as a kid, I hated and loathed work, and wasn't much good at it.
That was because I thought I had to work. But when I hit the road,
I found that I didn't have to work unless I wanted to. I could live
without working, and just about as well as I had lived before. Yes,
I went hungry sometimes, and I took my life in my hands every time I hopped
a freight; but I didn't mind that. I was free. And when I did
get a job, I could throw it up the minute I didn't like it. So I
kept on working. And when I found I was clumsy, and that other fellows
not as strong as I could do better work, it roused my pride. I would
show them! And I did. For the first time in my life I worked
well.
"That was the trouble. I worked so well that
I had to throw up the job, sooner or later, for fear I would get to be
a fixture and settle down there! That almost happened to me once,
that time in California when I was selling real estate. I was pretty
much in love with a girl, and I don't know what would have happened, but
one night her father turned on the prochlight and caught us kissing.
That girl ran upstairs, and left me and her father to have it out.
He wasn't angry at me; it seemed he liked me for some reason. He
offered me a cigar, and talked to me in a friendly enough way -- about
himself. I guess he was a embarrassed as I was. He told me
his whole history. He had been a poor boy, and had worked hard for
everything he had. He had married young, when he had hardly one dollar
to rub against another. It seemed reckless at the time, he said,
but it had come out all right; now he owned this house, with the mortgages
all paid off.
"No doubt the old man meant well, but it scared
me. I saw myself settling down in that little town and buying a house
for that girl to live in, and spending the rest of my life paying off the
mortgage. The truth was, I was almost crazy enough about her to do
something like that, and that was what scared me. I walked up and
down thinking about it, and then just before daybreak I lit out and took
to the road agin."
On the road, of course, a man who is afraid of marriage
can feel freer in his mind. A girl is not very likely to want to
marry a tramp. But Jasper was a handsome lad, and his shy ways were
just the sort that many a girl takes to. As a vagabond he could find
pretty girls to exchange kisses with, and yet not be afraid of becoming
involved in domestic slavery and misery. If danger threatened, he
drifted along and kept his freedom.
And yet it seems that he wasn't content with being
a happy vagabond. He must have felt all along that he had a duty
to the world, and he couldn't keep on running away from it. At any
rate, when he was twenty-six years old he went through a swift process
of conversion to the gospel of syndicalism, joined the Industrial Workers
of the World, and became an active organizer.
* * * * * * * * * *
Jasper Weed was now, according to his lights, striving
to make the world more beautiful, orderly, and happy.
As is so often the case, these utopian endeavors
were not generally appreciated. The organization was being accused
of every crime, and Jasper, by becoming a member, became automatically
a kind of outlaw, to be hunted down by the police. He was arrested
again and again, and served many months in jail.
But he kept on, organizing the seasonal workers
along the coast, assisting in strikes, joining in free-speech fights.
The history of the American labor struggle, learned in many a tale from
veterans old and young, became the background of his own life; names like
Cœur d'Alene, Yakima Valley, and Mesaba Range stirred him like the names
of battles. He was happy at last. Where else but in the "Wobbly"
halls could he hear talk that was not the talk of money and the things
money will buy? He had three good friends, Pete the Peg-leg, who
knew the poetry of Shelley and Blake by heart; Swede Oscar, a kindly giant
out of some heroic fairy-tale; and Little Bill, with a golden tongue for
speech, who laughed even at the cause he loved. Jasper had always
an immense capacity for friendship, and this was, from all accounts, a
gay, devil-may-care, epic friendship while it lasted.
It was not fated to last long. The war against
the organization became frantic and ruthless. Men were thrown into
jail for having a red card, and tales were told of others branded with
red-hot irons. The death-roll mounted swiftly. Little Bill
of the golden voice and mocking tongue was shot dead by a deputy sheiff
down in the Sacramento Valley. Swede Oscar was thrown into a county
jail of which terrible tales were told, and died there -- killed his friends
said. And Pete the Peg-leg, in the free-speech fight at Seattle,
on the boat that was met at the dock by an armed mob of citizens, was shot
and killed at Jasper's side.
Jasper himself, wounded in the arm, lay hidden in
the house of a fellow worker. And there, waiting for his wound to
heal, he had hours of sick and feverish thought. The whole world
was at war: it seemed to him a kind of insanity, a suicide of the human
race. He had scorned that folly. And yet -- the thought came
unbidden -- what had he himself been doing except taking part in a war,
the war of the classes? Was that, perhaps, a kind of insanity, too?
Was it merely another way in which the human race was committing suicide?
He knew that he ought not to think such things.
Those thoughts weakened a man for the struggle. They were not the
thoughts of a fighter; they were the thoughts of a coward. Worse
than that, they were the thoughts of a "scissor-bill ," which is the militant
term of healthy contempt for a kind of weak-minded pacifist in the class
war. Jasper was ashamed of himself. But these weak thoughts
continued to infest him.
He had believed that he was helping to create a
new society within the shell of the old. Perhaps this was true.
But it seemed very dim and far away and theoretical just now. His
friends -- Bill dead, Oscar dead, Pete dead, killed like mad dogs.
For what? The cause, the future. But friendship is beautiful,
too.
Jasper was sick at heart. Oh, no doubt he
would get back his old fighting spirit some time. But, feeling this
way, could he go on with the struggle?
His wound healed, and there was need for him.
But he did not answer the call. He ran away once more from duty.
He beat his way back to New York, took some kind of job, and let the world
alone.
* * * * * * * * * *
The nations of the earth continued to make war against
one another, and now the United States had been drawn into the struggle.
Jasper, as a convicted criminal several times over, was not wanted in the
armies of the republic; he was let alone for a while.
He had discovered Greenwich Village and modeling
clay; he was living in a garret on Macdougal Street, and making queer and
delightful figurines in his spare time. He did not think he was an
artist, but he knew that this gave him peace from tormenting thoughts.
Moreover, he had discovered in Greenwich Village
a kind of tramp he had never known before -- the artist kind. These
painters, poets, story-writers, were old friends in a new guide.
He and they understood one another perfectly. Perhaps I should say
we understood one another, for I was one of those artistic tramps living
in Greenwich Village then, and one of Jasper's new friends. We had
him at all our parties, and he taught us to sing the "Wobbly" songs.
It came natural enough to us to sing:
"Oh, why don't you work
Like other men do?
How the hell can I work
When there's no work to do?
"Hallelujah, I'm a bum!
Hallelujah, bum again!
Hallelujah, give us a hand-out --
Revive us again!"
It was at one of these parties that Jasper met Inez
Vance, the artist, then poor and obscure and one of us. They fell
in love with each other at the first glance, and for a fortnight we saw
little enough of either of them.
But a fortnight was about as long as any of Inez
Vance's enthusiasms lasted, and we were not surprised to see Jasper Weed
back at our parties. He sang again a little sadly:
* * * * * * * * * *
He did not take her to any of the eating places where
he was known. He did not want people to be saying, "That's Jasper
Weed, one of the boys on trial, you know." And he did not want Mike
and Reddy to hail him eagerly when he came in at the door, and then stare
curiously and resentfully at Inez. He did not want them to be asking
him tomorrow, "Where in the world did you pick her up?" He did not
want to have to attempt to explain her to his friends. She was of
a different, an alien, world. In his mind he twisted Swinburne's
verses to fit the occasion, "For me the jungle, and you the sea-spray!"
Tomorrow she would be gone out of this hot world of hate and fighting,
into her cool artist's world of serene and lovely contours and colors:
and then he need never think about her again.
In the quiet little restaurant by the bridge he
forgot everything except how happy he could be with her. They stayed
there talking until the waiters began to pile the chairs noisily on the
tables. He sighed.
"I suppose we must go. Will you come over
to my place? I live just across the brdge."
She rose.
"I imagine you as living on the top floor of some
old ramshackle building that is about to be torn down."
"You imagine it very well," he said. "As a
matter of fact, I do live on the top floor. And because the building
may be torn down any day, I get the place for almost nothing, which is
lucky for me." He laughed. "Of couse I could always find accommodations
with the other boys at the county jail."
"And your key," she said, taking his arm again as
they crossed the bridge, "lies on the dusty ledge over the door, just as
in Greensich Village, so that your friends can come in and make themselves
at home."
"Not a bad guess," he said.
"I can even guess what one sees inside when one
takes down the key and unlocks the door," she said provocatively.
"Can you?"
" A room in fine disorder--"
"That's too easy!"
"And some cartoons from 'Freedom' pinned on that
wall--"
"Right."
"And the copy of John Donne I gave you--"
"Of course."
"And -- a cheap unpainted kitchen table for a writing
desk, and sheets and sheets of yellow paper on which you have been writing
out your ideas for the improvement of mankind!"
He was startled.
"Have you been there?"
She smiled.
"Perhaps. But here we are."
They climbed the steep, rickety stairs to the top.
"Let me!" she said. She felt along the ledge above the door, and
took down the key. She unlocked the door, and reached up again to
the ledge to put back the key. They went in.
The door shut behind them, and in the darkness he
felt her hand touch his shoulder wistfully. With a kind of sob, he
clasped her in his arms and their lips met hungrily.
"You do love me?" he whispered.
"'Ssh!" she warned him.
There was a noisy sound of footsteps on the stairs
and voices. He recognized the voices. It was Mike and Reddy,
come to see him. They pounded on the door and called, "Hey, Jasper!"
A soft hand was pressed over his lips, and he kept silent. But--
"Let's go in and wait for him," said Mike.
The key -- it was there on the ledge for them.
Jasper made a movement to free himself from the encompassing arms, but
they held him tightly, and lips were pressed against his for silence.
"Key's gone," said Reddy's voice.
"Maybe it's fallen down, " said Mike.
There was the sound of a match being struck, and
a beam of light crept in under the door.
"It isn't here," said Reddy.
"Well," said Mike, "I guess there's nothing to do
but beat it."
The footsteps clattered noisily down the stairs.
"The key--" said Jasper, in a puzzled tone.
"Here it is," whispered Inez, and pressed it into
his hand.
"But I thought--"
"You were mistaken. You often are."
He took a step into the darkened room, and his foot
struck some strange object. "What's that?" he asked sharply, and
stooped down. It felt like a suitcase.
"Do you mind?" asked Inez, softly.
He took her in his arms again, but stopped abruptly.
"One would think you loved me," he said harshly.
"Yes, wouldn't one?" said Inez.
"But do you?" he demanded.
"At least," she said coldly, "I don't hate you."
"That isn't enough," he said.
"Oh, why does a word matter so much?" she cried.
"Why do you torment me?"
"It's you," he said, "who are tormenting me."
"Must we have that whole argument over again?" she
asked forlornly.
"Why did you come here?" he demanded savagely.
"Oh, Jasper, we're quarreling again! Why did
I come? Because -- because I was lonely for you, Jasper. And
-- I thought perhaps you were a litle lonely for me. If you
aren't, I'll go away. Do you want me to go away, Jasper?"
No, vixen!"
"And you won't quarrel with me?"
"I can't promise that."
"Oh, well, quarrel with me if you must. But
we don't need the dark for quarrels. Light the lamp."
He struck a match, and stared at her, resentfully.
She gazed back at him scornfully. They continued to look at each
other, unsteadily, by the light of that flickering match, until it burned
up to his fingers and fell to the floor and went out. And then, in
the darkness, they found themselves in each other's arms.
* * * * * * * * * *
They did quarrel, as always. Inez refused to
take seriously the struggle between Jasper's friends and the guardians
of capitalist law and order.
"Two sets of virtuous fanatics!" she said impatiently.
"Either set would be cruel to make the world better. Only, the others
have the power to be cruel, and your crows hasn't; that's the difference."
"A voice from Olympus!" he mocked.
"Not at all," she said. "The truth is, I've
seen so much of their cruelties, I'm tired of them; I'd welcome some other
kind for a change. But victory is always so ugly! I can sympathize
more easily with defeat. Only I know the underdog is just the same
kind of dog as the upper dog, really."
"You think, Inez, that I'm just the same sort of
animal as that assistant district attorney who's been yelping at us today?"
"You both want to make the world better, don't you?
He believes in his cause, and perhaps he would die for it. Who knows?
Martyrdom would glorify even him, I'm afraid. Yes, I assure you that
if your revolution came, and you were the stern, self-satisfied, smugly
virtuous prosecutor, and he the one who was being sent to rot in prison,
he would be to me the more appealing figure of the two! Oh, Jasper,
don't you see that it's a kind of madness, this wanting to make the world
better? The only sane ones are the dreamers and idlers. At
least they don't willfully increase the sum of human misery."
"We can't all be artists, Inez."
"Why not? And who are you to defend the useful life,
Jasper? You are a tramp. You have got yourself into a missionary
state of mind, but really you are just a tramp. You got converted,
and went about converting others, and I'll tell you why: because it gave
you a good excuse for keeping on being a tramp. I knew that, when
you were telling me all those things about yourself back in Greenwich Village.
You called it bumming around with the kind of people you like best.
They are tramps because they have to be; you, because it's in your blood.
But a tramp is a tramp. I know. Am I not one of them?
We look at life differently from people who live the year round under the
same roof. We are not afraid of things that other people are afraid
of. We take chances that other people don't take. We are free,
and we don't give a damn. So you stay with us and play with us.
You can call it creating a new society within the shell of the old if you
want to. But I am more candid. I am not a part of this silly
old world, and I have no responsibilities toward it. But you--you
seem to have a New England conscience. Is it because you ran away
from home, Jasper, and let them take that house from your mother?
Are you still trying to make it up to her? To be a dutiful son?
You want to be good and useful, and yet you can't bear to settle down and
be a slave, like everyone else. Well, along comes this new gospel,
and gives you a chance to risk your neck doing your precious duty to society
-- and still keep on being a tramp! I'm not making fun of you, Jasper.
I love your courage; only I think it's absurd. But I think the United
States Government is still more absurd. It thinks you are a danger
to society, and wants to lock you up in a prison for half a lifetime!
Oh, you are all mad; and sometimes I think I am the only sane person alive
on this wretched earth!"
And they argued, as before in Greenwich Village,
about whether she loved him.
"You are like that district attorney, Jasper --
the way you cross-question me! You want me to confess that I am guilty
of being in love with you; and then you'll sentence me to be faithful to
you forever after! Jasper, I tell you I am not that kind of person.
I am an idler and a vagabond. I thought you were, too. That
was why I liked you!"
"Why are you so stubborn, Inez? Why won't
you say -- love!"
"Because, Jasper, love is a word that belongs to
the world we don't live in, the world of stability and order. When
people love each other, they get married and settle down and have a family
and go to church and believe what they read in the newspapers. They
surrender to the world and become a part of it. No, Jasper, I don't
love you. And you don't want me to, really. You wouldn't want
me to be your wife."
He made a painful grimace.
"I'm scarcely in a position to propose marriage
just now, with twenty years in prison hanging over my head. But --
if I were free to ask you, I would propose marriage. Of couse I want
you to be my wife, Inez."
"Oh, no, Jasper!" It was like a cry of pain.
And then she burst out laughing gayly. "But how absurd!"
"I know it's absurd," he said stiffly. "As
you have taken pains to remind me, I'm a tramp. I shall have nothing
to support a wife on, even if I am lucky enough not to get sent to prison.
All that you say is true -- I've been a bum. But I don't want to
be a bum all my life."
"Oh, but I want you to, Jasper dear!" she cried.
"And -- and -- that's not what I meant! Do you think I would marry
you if you had a job and money and could support me?"
"If you loved me," he said.
She sighed.
"Well, we've agreed that I don't, so that's out
of the question."
"It's out of the question for practical reasons,"
he said, "but the principle of the thing remains the same."
"Good!" she said cheerfully, reaching under her
pillow for another cigarette. "Let's quarrel about the principle
of the thing!"
The world was at war, and the destiny of nations
was at stake. The freedom of a hundred men was being weighed in scales
by a carefully blindfolded goddess, and one of these men was Jasper Weed.
But all this seemed remote to them now. Love was their theme.
They hurt each other with cruel words, and sought passionately to heal
those hurts with kisses.
And it seemed that the debate was not waged in vain.
As the trial ended, Inez Vance wavered irresolutely in her defense of freedom.
On the night the jury went out to decide the fate of the accused, Inez
Vance wept. And from her tears she whispered presently:
"Oh, Jasper, I do love you!"
"Stubborn girl! I knew it!" he answered.
"I suppose," she said spitefully, "you think it
is worth while going to prison just to wring that admisssion from me!"
"Well worth it," he said, laughing. "I shall
go to prison happy."
That may have been a lover's extravagance, but they
were happy, lyrically happy. Others may have waited with anxious
hearts for the jury's verdict. They did not seem to care.
The jury brought in its verdict of "Guilty" against
ninety-eight men, including Jasper Weed. And that night, so paradoxically
ran the course of their vagabond love, Jasper and Inez became engaged.
"I know it's silly," said Inez, "but since we are
honestly in love, let's declare it to each other in the usual way."
"We ought to have a ring," said Jasper, gravely,
wondering where he could borrow the money.
"Let me give you a ring," said Inez, and took off
one of quaint workmanship from her finger and slipped it on his.
It would only go on his little finger. "With this I give you my heart,"
she whispered, "forever."
They kissed each other solemnly.
The judge was to pronounce sentence. That
morning, absurdly and beautifully and defiantly, they went to city hall
and were married. That afternoon Jasper Weed sat in his place among
the defendants, and Inez in a corner of the courtroom, and heard the white
haired judge pronounce sentence: "Jasper Weed, twenty years in prison."
"And now that this trial is over," said Jasper that
night, "I can go and look for a job."
"Look for a job!" Inez echoed in amazement.
"Yes. I've been talking with our lawyers.
I won't have to go to prison for a while, perhaps not for a long time.
You see, the case is being appealed. It will go up to the Supreme
Court, and that takes time -- perhaps a year or more."
Inez Vance looked thoughtful.
* * * * * * * * * *
Jasper looked for work, and so did Inez. She
made a precarious living at that time doing various kinds of hack commercial
art work, at which she was very clever. She presently found somthing
to do for a department store. In order to do this work, she had to
have a place of her own. Her key did not repose over the ledge of
her door as an invitation to idle friends. Nevertheless, she was
sometimes at home to Jasper and others.
The change was disconcerting to Jasper. He
did not complain, because the things that came into his mind were rather
too bitter. He contented himself with taking the ring from his little
finger, and keeping it in his pocket. If she noticed its absence,
she did not mention it. Not being able to say the things in his heart,
he said little or nothing. He must have been poor company.
He told himself that his nerves were all on edge.
When he had a job, he would be better able to deal with the situation.
But before he got a job, Inez had finished her pictures,
turned them in, and received the check; and now, she told him casually,
as though it were news in which a good friend of hers would be interested,
she was going back to New York.
"That so?" he said as politely as he could.
He did not come to her place again; but a few days
later, on returning home from job-hunting, he found a note slipped under
his door, saying she was sorry she hadn't been able to see him to say good
bye. It was a friendly note. "If you should come to New York
again," it ended, "be sure to come and see me. I shall be at my old
address."
He wrote her a letter full of angry reproach, and
mailed it, and next day hopped a freight east-ward. A week later
he walked up the stairs and stopped in front of her door in Greenwich Village.
He was wearing a ring of quaint workmanship on his little finger.
The door was slightly ajar. He knocked, and
when there was no answer, he pushed it open and entered. The room
was empty. But there was a book lying open on the couch, as though
she had just been reading and had laid it down. He walked over and
looked frowningly at it, as if seeking for an omen. It was a book
of poems, and there was a black pencil mark beside one of the stanzas.
He knelt and read:
"I shall not bargain with you, knowing well
How futile were the effort to make over
Me, skeptic, vagabond, rebel and infidel,
Into the pattern of a perfect lover!"
"I guess you are right," he murmured, and took the ring from his little finger and laid it on the page of the open book. Then he went out, leaving the door ajar as he had found it.
* * * * * * * * * *
That is doubtless where the story should end.
But there yet remains one more episode to be told. The time is three
years later, and the place Mrs. Raymond's house on Long Island. The
war of the nations is over, and people were trying to forget it.
And the case of the men convicted in Chicago had at last reached the Supreme
Court in vain. Word had gone out for those on bond to surrender themsleves
within a week to the authorities. All but three had already done
so, and there were newspaper stories to the effect that these three men
would try to escape from the country and go to Soviet Russia, under instructions
from the Third International. One of these three men was Jasper Weed.
Mrs. Raymond was naturally interested. In fact, she and her guests
were talking about it that April evening. By an odd chance, one of
these guests happened to be connected with the Department of Justice; he
was assuring Mrs. Raymond that her five thousand dollars were gone.
Another of the guests, Inez Vance, now becoming a celebrity, had smiled
and made no comments. It was at this point that the bell rang, and
the maid returned to tell Mrs. Raymond that a "Mr. Jimson" wished to see
her.
"Jimson?" repeated Mrs. Raymond, wonderingly.
She didn't remember the name; but a curoius look that flitted across Inez
Vance's face seemed to signify that he was some one she knew. "Bring
him in," she said. Then Inez Vance frowned anxiously, and instantly
Mrs. Raymond's mind made the association: Jimson -- Weed, of course!
She rose, a little fluttered.
He entered the room smiling. Yes, it was Jasper
Weed, instantly recognizable despite his absurd beard and still more absurd
horn-rimmed spectacles.
"How do you do, Mr. Jimson!" she said warmly, and
shook his hand. "I'm so glad you could come. I belive you know
Miss Vance?"
"Of course. How are you, Mr. Jimson?" said
Inez, cooly.
Mrs. Raymond remained nervous until she had managed
to mention, in introducing Mr. Parbetter, that he had been telling them
such interesting things about his work in the Department of Justice; the
other introductions were easier. for she was sure none of these people
had ever been in Greenwich Village or seen Jasper Weed. She took
a breath of relief. "Crudely done!" she thought of herself; "I show
my excitement too much. I would never make a good conspirator!"
But perhaps she was wrong; for, having seen the introductions successfully
through, she settled down to an interesting evening.
It was interesting. Mrs. Raymond was afterward
heard to say that she had had five thousand dollars' worth of excitement
and fun that evening. For the case of Jasper Weed continued to be
the topic of conversation. The gentleman from the Department of Justice,
under skillful coaxing from Inez Vance, related to them the true history
of Jasper Weed, as it stood in the secretest files of the department.
It appeared that Jasper Weed's real name was Joseph Widinsky, that he was
born in Riga, that he had figured in the Russian revolutionary uprising
of 1905, that he had been with Lenin in Switzerland, and had been sent
to this country to stir up a labor rebellion.
"Those," said Mr. Parbetter, "are the real facts
of the case!"
"How exciting!" said Inez Vance.
As it happened, the question of Mrs. Raymond's five
thousand dollars came up for discussion again. Mr. Parbetter again
assured her that it was lost.
"Of course," said Mr. Jimson mildly, "there are
still a few hours of grace, I believe. The week is up tonight.
If he surrenders himself to the authorities before midnight, your bail
is safe, Mrs. Raymond. And how do you know but that he may be intending
to do just that?"
"If he did," said Mrs. Raymond, sharply, "I'd think
him a fool. What is five thousand dollars beside twenty years of
a boy's life? I should hate to believe that is what he thought of
me! So far as I am concerned, I wish him luck in getting to Russia!"
Inez Vance laughed softly.
"The question is," she said, "what does Russia want
of him?"
"You are right," laughed Mr. Jimson; "that is the
question. Why should Russia regard him as a useful person?
After all, what is he? Nothing but a bum!"
"If you knew him as well as I do." said Mr. Parbetter,
gravely, "you would not think it a joking matter."
"Tell us more, Mr. Parbetter," urged Inez Vance.
Mr Parbetter complied with her request, and the
company was thrilled with the desperate deeds of Jospeh Widinsky, alias
Jasper Weed. It was late when Mr. Parbetter and the other guests
took their leave. Mr. Jimson and Inez Vance reamined.
When they were all gone, Jasper took out his watch.
"It's fifteen minutes to twelve," he said.
"There's still time to call up the police station --"
"Don't be an idiot, Jasper!" said Mrs. Raymond,
and put an arm affectionately about him. "I'm sure I don't know how
you ever got mixed up in this crazy mess, but I want you to get out of
it. The idea of your going to prison!"
Then, having sent the maids to bed, she took Jasper
and Inez out into the kitchen, and they rummaged in the ice-box and made
sandwiches for themselves and talked about old times in Greenwich Village.
"Of course you're going to let me put you up for
the night?" she said to Jasper.
"Yes, if you don't mind my leaving before breakfast.
If I'm going to Russia, my program from now on is laid out for me."
Mrs. Raymond picked up the kitchen clock.
"This has an alram. Take it with you.
And if you're going so early, you must get some sleep. Good night,
Jasper, and good bye, and good luck!" She kissed him. Her glance
dwelt for a moment on Inez. "Show him his room, darling, the one
over the garden, while I lock up the house."
"This is your room," said Inez, and went over and
drew aside the curtain. "How sweet the flowers are! Their odors
seem mixed with moonlight."
He breathed in their fragrance.
"Everything I look at is precious to me just now,"
he said. "absurd as it may seem, I love my country. I keep
thinking I may not see it again -- ever."
"Jasper," said Inez, "what are you going to do in
Russia?"
"Try to make myself useful," he said. "There's
a whole new civilization to help build up. I know you think of me
as useless, but I should like to be something else."
She put her arm about him.
"You poor darling!" she said. "Of course you
are useless. That's what I like about you!"
"Why did you run away from me?" he asked abruptly.
"Because that's the sort of person I am," she said
softly.
"Then -- why did you --"
"Why did I marry you? It was wrong to do that,
wasn't it? But -- I thought you were going off to prison. I
wanted to make you happy."
"I was happy," he said.
"Can you forgive me, Jasper?"
"For making me happy? Yes. I can forgive you anything."
"And will you believe me if I tell you something?"
"Yes. Tell me."
"If you won't ask me to -- go to Russia with you
and help you build up a new civilization, or something useful and absurd
like that, I'll tell you that I love you now, Jasper."
"I don't think I'd take you to Russia with me if
I could," he replied.
"I'm so glad!" she said. "You are being sensible,
Jasper, at last."
"I must wind my alarm clock," he said. "That
will remind me in time that life is real, and that I am a citizen of the
world, with duties awaiting me for which I shall eventually get hanged
or shot. You are making me forget these things already."
"Forget them, then," she urged. "Forget them
for a little while, and be my playmate again!"
The moonlight shined into the room.
* * * * * * * * * *
Oh, doubtless the alarm clock will ring at the appointed hour, sending a man into exile, followed by derision and contempt, to live and die with irrelevant heroism in some strange place. But not yet.
"And here a while, where no wind brings
The baying of a pack athirst,
May sleep the sleep of blessed things
The blood too bright, the brow accurst."